Saturday, May 26, 2012

So you get the control of the game?
Very well.

You know what I'm afraid of and you use that to threaten me.
Ok.
You win.

I QUIT PLAYING.

Monday, May 21, 2012

Crashing stars by Xov is nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We drifted away from each other.
This is nobody's fault.
The time we need to recover from the injury we caused for each other is also needed for us to learn from the incident.
You made me become much more stronger than ever.
I'm able to breathe properly now =)
 Thank you

Tmrw I will do a better job!!

Sunday, May 20, 2012

Jason Chen music is really nice.No distance & Music never sleep <3

Time heals.I believe.
I know it's me that pushed you this far.
I didn't treasure the times when you loved me as much as I love you now.
So I deserve the punishment of being ignored by you.
But I know you're still considered being very nice to me.
At least you didn't spread to everyone how I treated you and how much you hate me and isolate me from there onwards.
Thank you for not doing this.
And thank you for responding to my apologies.
At least I know you still take me as your friend.
Even though you blocked me from FB.
But all these cracks I created for our friendship need time to merge back.
I have to wait.
The time may be long so it can be a chance for me to learn how to communicate with people without offending them.

I'll wait then.
Everyday I gonna smile through :)
Because I know tears won't solve anything except making me feel worse and worse.
I need to stop frowning and smile a lot.
Such that I can be happy again and the time will be shortened a little bit :)  

Saturday, May 19, 2012

CCA was good.
I really enjoyed the part in Women in White where the saxophone section rock the stage!!
Though I surely played wrong notes haha ;)

BBQ?
I like the talk with ShuLi instead.
She teaches me a lot and makes me realise something important.
Moral of the conversation: MOVE ON.
The food was okay.
But somehow the Pork Chop was ruined by the pineapple sauce...TOO SWEET = =
There were some tiny mini unhappy moments with someone...But since we don't really know each other well,I shall just forget about it :)

Tomorrow I really need to do my homework !!!

Thursday, May 17, 2012

I don't know whether the situation has improved.
It's good to see the other party is trying hard as well.

I was told that time is the only medicine that can heal the emotional wound.
Let us believe it.
Perhaps it's the only thing that we can hope for.

Come back to me.Please.
Amen.  

Saturday, May 12, 2012

痛得快死了。求求你,不要这样对我。
我也是人,我会犯错,要改正一个错误真的很难。

告诉我好不好,告诉我错在哪里,我就算辛苦的汗流浃背我也会改。
求求你,不要这样对我了,这种痛感真的会把我给窒息。
求求你,求求你,求求你了。
不要这样……
How I hope I can ignore this.

Friday, May 11, 2012

Tired of all this.
You're the one telling me to pour out my feelings if I have issues with you.
In fact,I did,
Though I can't really tell you everything.
Yet I tried right?
But look at yourself!
Obviously you're still not happy with me but how come you didn't confess it with me?!

Srsly I'm torn like shit.
Yes for you this thing seems nothing to you and that's why you're not affected by it.
But hello?! This is Su Huan!
Not the bloody YOU!
Everyone has his/her own limits and there will be a point that he/she can't take it anymore.

Bitch please,if you really think I don't deserve any right treatments from you then just fuck off me eternally.